So I’ve long struggled with my weight. We’re talking life long struggle here (thanks dad). I wasn’t always chubby but at some point I became chubby. This was remedied by a fat camp (for which I am eternally grateful thanks dad) Anyway…somewhere along the way I developed anorexia. Hard to believe for those of you who have only met me recently but at one time yes I was extremely thin. Not like walking corpse thin but underweight. Anyway my solution to that was just to pretty much ignore my weight for years and predictably thanks to genetics I ballooned up nicely. Now the only way I’ve been able to lose and keep it off is a lower carb diet. So I am now going back to the tried and true. Sure I’ll miss fried potato goodness but I want to look better. I have also been exercising regularly. I hate exercise. Always have. I like riding horses and dancing (ballet) but that was about it. Fortunately I can lose weight easily its just a matter of keeping it off. I’ve embarked on a new program called the new york body plan. We’ll see how it goes. There is no way in hell I can totally give up diet soda. I tried that yesterday and all I earned was a migraine and a fiending like a crack whore. Which leads me to the latest fix on el honda. So yesterday in the midst of my agony I decide screw it I’m getting some of my precious diet pepsi. I go out to start el honda and it won’t start. This had happened earlier in the week too but I figured I hadn’t shut the door all the way or something. But alas no it was time for a new battery. But of course none of my neighbors were home. So I had to wait in AGONY for one of them to return today. Actually I ended up eating some chocolate to get some caffeine, I know I know what about my diet. Believe it or not it had less carbs than a cup of coffee would have. At least the way I drink coffee and no black is not an option. I really don’t like coffee neither do I care for tea. Tea tastes like musty water to me. I just don’t see the point. What I should be doing is building the frankenputer since my desktop decided it also needed new juice but I’m not in the mood. I’ll do that tomorrow. Tonight I’m going to work on my knitting and finish off the book I’m reading (Riding Rockets by Mike Mullane) Its funny as hell. Who knew Sally Ride was a bitch?

